What All The Other Parents Are Doing During The Day

The first few months staying home with my kid were hard because being alone all the time is rough.  And people would point out, “But you’re not alone!  You have that baby!” except that having a baby is not the same thing as having another adult person around with whom you can have an actual conversation.  You cannot talk to a baby about the new season of Orange is the New Black (no spoilers but really great) or any article on the BBC World News homepage (heads up: the doctor leading the fight against the Ebola virus has come down with the Ebola virus) or any fashion trend that you think is sort of weird. (Are bubble skirts not “the look you get if you accidentally tuck the end of your skirt into your underpants.”)

And on occasion I would venture out to a place where there were other parents (the playground, the local pool) and I would think, “Oh neat, there are grown-ups here!” which is crazy because if you went back and asked the 10-year-old version of myself if I would EVER enthusiastically say the phrase, “Oh neat, there are grown-ups here” she would laugh so hard she would spit her grape Capri Sun packet all over her stonewashed overall cutoffs.  But when I went to those places and they were empty, I would immediately think, “Where are all the other parents?  If all the grown-ups aren’t here then where are they?  What are they doing with their kids right now and is it a thing I’m supposed to be doing?

IN A CITY OF OVER 250,000 PEOPLE, WHY AM I THE ONLY PERSON AT THIS PLAYGROUND?

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Nope.  Not in that chest.

 

And who better to answer the question of “Where are the other parents?” than “My Own Crippling Insecurity as a Parent!”  Here are some of the answers it came up with!

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1.  They Are Busily Preparing for their Child’s Educational Future

Haven’t you read all those articles saying that parents are looking at pre-schools while their children are still in utero?  That if she doesn’t get into some sort of innovative magnet school your child will grow up to be one of those people who collects cans out of the trash and recycles them for nickles.  Obviously all the other parents are at their respective apartments, desperately trying to buy real estate in neighborhoods with good public schools to ensure that their children have a shot at someday getting an internship at Conde Nast while your child makes $8 an hour selling horseshoe-shaped neck pillows to people at the airport.

2.  At Home Doing lots of Interesting Crafty Stuff

Remember how you found that tutorial on how to make snowglobes out of old baby food jars and you were like, “I’m totally going to do that!” and then instead spent four hours watching as your kid yells, “Cat!  Cat” while chasing a pigeon, and the first few times you’re like, “It’s not a cat, it’s a bird,” and then after about five minutes you’re like, “Whatever, it’s a cat.  It’s a flying cat.”  Maybe the other parents had a hot glue gun and totally went all the way with the snowglobes idea.  Or the cardboard fingerpuppets shaped like robots idea.  Or they’re learning how to make pretzels in the shapes of capital and lowercase letters and either way whatever they’re doing is more innovative than watching your kid chase this flying cat.

3.  At Home Cooking Actual Food so That Their Children Aren’t Eating Avocados with Soy Sauce and Melba Toast Every Day Because That is Not Really a Meal

Where are the other parents?  They’re at home in their kitchen because unlike you, who were raised by Cinnamon Toast Crunch-eating wolves, they have some semblance of culinary integrity.  Handing a child a bunch of cherry tomatoes followed by a bunch of crackers followed by a bunch of olives followed by a bunch of cheese cubes is less a “normal way to eat dinner” and more the gastronomical equivalent of channel surfing.

4.  Doing Important Developmental Stuff With Their Kids

Another child that is exactly your child’s age has spent the last three months learning the alphabet from flash cards and your child is (congratulations!) eating mashed potatoes that he found in his ear.  While your child spends 20 minutes trying to walk up a slide, other children are learning their colors and numbers and painting with watercolors and honestly I’m not sure if those things even count as “developmental milestones” because I delete all those babycenter e-mails in a frantic attempt to try and clean out my inbox because it’s the only thing in my life over which I feel like I have any control.

5.  They Went Back to Their Jobs

They are back at their jobs!  Remember that job you used to have– the one where you received paychecks and occasionally respect?  That thing was the best!  Some of the new parents have gone back to their old jobs because if they are going to work for a horrifically demanding boss, they’d rather it be someone over two-and-a-half feet tall who does not regularly poop his or her pants and/or eat nickels off the sidewalk.

6.  They Did Not Go Back To  Their Jobs But They Have Devised A Way Of Putting their Child in a Playpen-Type Apparatus and Getting Work Done At Home

Ha ha ha I am just kidding, no one has done this.*

7.  They Are All Hanging Out Together and You Are Not Invited

As someone who was excluded from a lot of stuff as a kid, this is the first place my mind goes.  Every time.  Where are the other parents?  They are all together somewhere having a super duper great time.  They are all BEST FRIENDS.  Sometimes they all pitch in and hire a babysitter to watch all of their respective kids so that they can go out together to get matching ankle tattoos of  themselves standing in a group laughing at each other’s jokes.   During the day they are all crowded together in a communal space that they rent out together because they like each other so much and if they knew you were sitting at the playground all alone at 8:15 on a Thursday they’d laugh the way the evil villain teenagers in every 80’s movie laugh when a nerd gets tricked into going to the prom.

Except…

Except that here is the thing– I think these things every single time I’m the only one at the playground, but have found that for the most part none of these things is true.   About half the days I go I show up to an empty playground, but on the days people are there and I ask, “What do you do with your kid all day?” the answer is almost always the same exact thing that I am doing with mine:

“I have no idea.”

And yes, sure,  I’m sure there are a couple people at home rabidly researching pre-schools or a few that are attempting elaborate Pinterest-style crafts or training their children with flashcards  but the vast majority look at me with the same sheepish look I give everyone and say, “We just sort of hang out.  We play.  He naps for a few hours and then maybe we read for a while.  I don’t know.  A lot of nothing.” Which is a relief.  Not that it makes what I’m doing with my child any better, but it’s nice to feel like it is more or less normal.  That there is no big huge thing that I am supposed to be doing that I am not doing and that is fine to have today as an aimless “play outside” day.  Not that there is anything that wrong with any of those other things I listed.  In fact, it’s supposed to rain later this week so a day of hanging out inside, making and learning from homemade flashcards may be in order and really, if we are being completely honest, I am even a little excited about it. theuglyvolvo pigeon cat

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   *I’m sure at least one person is dying to tell me that they have devised a way of being home with a child and somehow managing to get tons of work done while the child is awake but please don’t tell me because in a fit of rage I might accidentally murder you and then I will feel terrible.

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  2. ok, so I have a way to hang out with my kid at home and get some (not a lot) of work done. Pretty sure it won’t get me killed though. I simply don’t sleep. Sounds easy right? Not really. I have always had a bad case of insomnia. I get precious little sleep. Before kids, I took Ambien CR and snoozed carefree through the night. Once I had my first son though, well, can’t take those and nurse. Also can’t take them after nursing is done if you may have to wake up in the middle of the night. I have two now and the oldest one has night terrors still. I had them as a kid too so I suppose my Mom is laughing up her sleeve at me receiving my share of karma. I make yarn. So when they’re asleep, I sit up and spin until somewhere around 3-4 in the morning. I DO NOT SUGGEST THIS! Just sharing. During the day, my boys and I do a whole heck of a lot of “I don’t know.”

  3. Oh my gosh I’m so glad I stumbled across this blog. I’ve got a 12-week old, and I feel like all the other moms must be doing something different to me! Who knew so much guilt was involved in becoming a mother! :P

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      theuglyvolvo

      I think it’s perfectly split down the middle between love and guilt

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  6. Needed this tonight. Thank you.

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  8. Loved this one. My parents bought my son a playpen oy ‘baby jail’ as we call it. He likes opening and shutting the door for ages. I haven’t tried leaving him in it because I’m a realist. I always suspect other baby parents are hanging out together but when on the rare occasion I do have coffee with baby Mums I find it quite tedious and wish I was back home watching him desperately pointing at the cat while she blanks him.

  9. I did a whole lot of watching TV with my kids when they were little, because when I’d find a mom at the playground all she’d talk about is how great her kids were and how many kickboxing classes she taught last week which made me uncomfortable because all I wanted was to have someone to sit with and maybe share the wine I brought in the diaper bag.

  10. Oh, I love it! Staying at home with a baby in Denmark isn’t all that different from what you are describing. “A lot of nothing!” – brilliant. That’s the feeling I have each and every day when my husband comes home from work and asks me, what the little one and I have been doing all day. And eventhough I have an older child too, it’s still a lot of nothing. But both of them are growing and developing like other children, so there must be a little bit of something in it too. I just cannot pinpoint it… Maybe Mother Nature has given them a pre-packed package with all of the things that their tired mother couldn’t come up with. Like some kind of back-up? Who knows.

    Lovely blog. Keep posting!

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